A nervous biting of the fingers
to keep the usual thoughts at bay
and an annoying hunger that lingers
make me wonder why I should stay.
I’m forgetting what it’s like to be caressed by a stray ray
of sunshine that from a prison of leaves broke free,
condemned to a life sentence within this society’s walls.
Keep telling myself I’ll soon get away,
but it never happens
and day per day life slips away.
Brought up within the walls of this prison
Convinced that thinking for yourself is treason
Nine to five and for a break therè s a season.
But I refuse to cooperate
I retaliate.
And in society's ass I'm a thorn
'Cause inside I've got a storm
that can't be constrained in a city shaped dome.
Lifè s puppeteers, whoever may they be
are certainly fond of toying with me;
After long searching for love,
I found myself falling for one.
I thought her placed wonderfully in my vision;
of course I did, she was my own creation.
So foolish as to think the dream real,
now I'm even grieving in knowing her forever disappeared.
Amber necklace, crystal heart;
you and me: worlds apart,
but seeing the luminescence in your eyes
I reminisced my soul's sunrise.